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Happy Birthday

Those were the words that made me realise I’m no longer a teenager.I’m now a young adult…wow.I remembered when I was 12 I thought that being 18 years old must be rather old.Now I’m already 20 years old.Wow….

  This is an interesting year.For a beginning,I’ve quitted 2 jobs before even I start work.My grandpa is in the hospital for more than 3 months due to stroke(and pneumonia,fever and indigestion).Hence I have been the driver and ‘nurse’.Only did I know that being a nurse is not all about being cute in the white uniform.Hehehe…another interesting thing is going to Jusco and Parade.It is like going to school cause most of my friends are working there >.< but no one gave me discount sigh……

   Then next would be getting my STPM result…….ahhhhhhhhh….. while opening the later my hands were tembling.Hehehe I’m not telling my result here but the result is ok la.Oh oh…then comes the part where we have to busy ourselves with the application.I’ve decided I’ll study Animation.Yeah!!

   Since I havent been working I had been drawing(6 pages comic).Bravo…bravo.I finally finish my first master piece though it is rather errr….confusing.Anyway I’m already doing my second comic.Hopefully this one will be better.

=(    since we are no longer schooling in the same school.Meeting my friends would be harder.Everyone heading to another place to further their studies.I wish everyone all the best and hopefully those that apply for Local Uni will get their 1st choice and those who are applying for scholarship I’ll pray hard for you guys.

   Lastly…..Thank you for celebrating my birthday.Thank you thank you for the gift and thank you for spending time with me.Thank you Wan Ting for organising the party,Lydia for the idea of the unique place,Pong and Kel Vin rushing form their work,Chooi Sze,Yu Han,Hoi Wan,Loy Chee,Wei Li,Ju Dy,Chang Yue,and Bowen.Thank you to those who send me birthday greetings through phone and sms.Hehehe…thank you Mag and Poh Khee for spending time with me.Thank you to my family too…thank you…thank you

The pain I feel…I try to numb it

I try to hide it with a smile

I fool no one…

but myself

I want to run..run…

run away from sorrow and pain

Once again….

I fool no one but myself

Sometimes I wonder why?Why me?

Maybe I should ask how?

How to overcome it?

And stand on my feet again

That is when I realise

There they are….

Friends and family

by my side

When they smile

They carve one on me

Lending me a hand

To lift me up again

Thank you…thank you…

Firstly I’m not on a strict diet.I’m actually fasting and as to those who had been pondering what is this fasting.I hope that this will help you have a clearer view.

  During 2nd March till 20th March the *Baha’i will fast.While avoiding food or beverage during daylight hours.Fasting stands for keeping oneself pure and free from strong desires.This will lead to the remembrance of God.With prayer and meditation-God promised spiritual growth and maturing.

*Baha’i,is a religion.Baha’u'llah (which means The Glory of God in Persian) is the prophet for this religion.

  Actually each of the world’s major religions has included some form of fasting; but as the origins of the older Faith are dimmed by the remoteness of time,it is most difficult to find a clear instruction regarding fasting-as given by the Manifestation of God Himself.

  EXAM……..AHHhhhhhhhhh……

Sigh…I just sat for my chemistry and PA paper today….. It is heart breaking to stare at an almost empty test paper with minutes left.Aiks….my temperature raise….well……sigh lets not talk about it.

Notice how exam works its power upon everyone? I see my friends in pain and sorrow.How the cheers and laughters are suck out from our classmates.Everyone looks like zombies of sleepless nights.Well, I wish to smile and be happy ….but looks like its power works on me too.Cause I feel tired and stress up.Hehehe….thank goodness I have wonderful friends who will be there for me.They will be there to ask "How are you?"…or better still…as the last few minutes the manage to cramp my pea brain with info,which will help me during exam.Errr…. well this dont work all the time cause sometimes while they discuss about all these info…they actually freak me out instead.It is like "I dont know this..I dont know that…ahhhhhhh".

  OK that is all for now…hehehe…can’t hang around here too long….still have physics,muet and maths paper.Wish me all the best…… ^.^

*ehem,Sk II…tada…my new blog

Today is the last day of 2005,sob sob

I just wish to collect back my memories that happen this year.

    Beginning this year(January),I went to Kampung Jentung for a month with my sister.We went there to teach English to the *Baha’i kids.During this time was when I got to be closer with my sis(Ui Lyn).During our stay there I fell sick(high fever and headache) my sis was there to take care of me.I guess that was when I realise…my sister really care for me.While I was there,my friend(Jason) was leaving Malaysia to go back to Austalia.The thought of him leaving made feel heavy..cause I thought I might never see him again.

*Baha’i,is a religion.Baha’u'llah (which means The Glory of God in Persian) is the prophet for this religion.

   When I came back I was bored…and going to rott(so was Ui Lyn).Therefor both of us set out and look for jobs.I was working in Kumon while she work else where.*for more info…I have blog it under my last day in Kumon

   Soon I will be getting my SPM result,like everyone else I was getting prepare to further my studies.I wanted to study at The One Academy.During this holiday,I help my grandma to cook(with minor things only) and also learn driving,.so that when I’m KL I can take care of myself.Sadly,what you want might not be what your dad wishes.Knowing that my dad wont be glad if I persue with animation.Hence I decided to stay back and study form6.In the beginning I wanted to pick up arts and study in SMI.Then I changed my mind to study science.That was when my dad asked my to join Sam Tet instead.

   Frankly,I really miss my friends…but I know sooner or later I have to leave them(even leave my family).I miss my friends in SMI,those who left for college,move to another school(SLeng)..etc.Hence when I enter Sam Tet,I set my mind to make friends.I did not regret coming to Sam Tet.I got to put myself to a test …learning how to adapt to a new enviroment.Met many new friends in such a short time( I guess I wont ever exprience this again)

   Form6 is no piece of cake.I have to work hard just to scrap pass in every exam.Looks like I have to put my heart and soul only will I do well.Many times I broke down or boil up in anger…asking myself WHY???WHY AM I torturing myself in Form6… I even tried to put the blame on my father for ‘forcing’ me to take up form6.Thinking that way always made me feel like quiting.Thinking that no one can help me…no one understand me.

   Hehehe..with that type of thinking…no wonder I cant do well.I realise I was being foolish.There is no harm learning more knowledge.I just have to love f6.That is the reason everytime I blog…I only wish to blog happy tought,cause that will make me focus only at the good points.*this time it is a little different.

"Arts,crafts and sciences uplift the world of being, and are conducive to its exaltation.Knowledge is as wings to man’s life,and a ladder for his ascent"

Writings of Baha’u'llah

    Other things that happened this year…hehehe I guess I have blog it liao.Hmmm…anymore,maybe I can say I going to do demo next week(Friday).Yahoo..I going to break planks…hopefully it will break or not….’yue’.As for now…lets countdown to a New Year, 2006.

It was really a great week.

Firstly I was busy with taekwondo…partising until my hands were bruise.Cramming my pea brain with the taeguk1 and taeguk2 steps.I had training on thursday(24/11)and Saturday…ouch…I still had to do 3step sparing with my partner….ouch….

On Sunday(27/11)the day I had been waiting for…time for my exam.I was really nervous and scared.Face turning pale and hands were all sweaty.During the examination I was beside this elderly man.Yoh..this guy is really powerful,he shout and hit much harder than me.Kekeke maybe that is the reason I was also trying my best to out beat him.I too shouted loudly,punch and kick with all my might.Then came the 3 step sparing….I was stun when I was paired with him.Phew…thank God later they change another partner for me..or not I would not be able to go to Singapore(because I would be in the hospital instead).

  Then on Monday…wohoo..Singapore here I come.The journey there was really really really……………long(almost 9 hours).In Singapore I got to visit NTU and Raffles Institude.I really admire those people studying in these places.They looks like they really dedicate all their time into studying.Hopefully I will do that for my STPM.

   Yoh….on the 1st night….sobsob I have to depart with a large sum of money for my dinner.Other places we visited were the night safari…I did enjoyed the ride,sadly the animal show was cancel because of the heavy down pour,sigh.Hmmm…Science Museum was another interesting place.It really made me feel like a kid again.Wakakaka I was busy trying every gagets offer there.*Guess that was how I behaved when I was in Petrol Science*

    I promise myself never to torture myself in the IMAX nor Omni-theatre again.I only watch for 5minutes…after that I felt like I could hardly breath and my head started spinning.For the next 40minutes I have to shut my eyes…WHAT A WASTE OF MONEY.

    For the past 4 days I guess I have only like 9 hours of sleep.Everynight we had night entertainment…playing GAMES.Yup Yup my other source of entertainment was my camera…hehehe I was busy snapping photos.Hmmmm…dont worry…I will load the photos soon(hopefully)….once loaded,feel free to visit it ok.

http://luc_my.blogs.friendster.com/photos/singapore_trip/

  Yoh..that was not the end….on 3December…yahoo…I got my green belt(hehehe I got double promotion).Now I’m a green2 holder…I’m so happy….worth all the bruises…

Ok my dear friends..dont just busy yourself reading my blog…do tell me how are your holidays ok.

  Yesterday was the 6Form night,every class had to preform a sketch(lower 6 only).

To tell the truth,since the 1st day when I read the script I find it so hilarious.In the beginning Ju Dy was to play the roll Madam Thunder….somehow I ended up playing that roll.I really enjoyed acting in this sketch because my classmates are really sporting and co-operative.Example " Ass Shaker" shaking his ass,the prince frog leaping,Kik Sau leader croaking(singing)…..and lots more.

  I had a hard time avoiding people once I was dress up as Madam Thunder(feel free to look at my photos at the friendster’s album)Then try to spot for me.I was running with my head covered with my hands.Later when it was my turn to act…Omg….’pau jo poh’ I freak out.I never expect so many people to shout and cheer.Lol,even my teacher(pn Thong say I look very much like one)….Hehehe,I actually said my lines wrongly.But who cares…it is over AND WE WON

MINYAK ANGIN CAP KAPAK L6F2 THE BEST…..

for photos…check it out at

http://luc_my.blogs.friendster.com/photos/ass_gang/pa160592.html

* I got double promotion in taekwondo…I’m now a yellow 2…wahahaha >.<

My friends..how did you spend your holiday?

I admit,during the holidays..I was so lazy to do my homeworkT_T.I was rather busy practicing taekwondo…yeah..kicking and punching(until I injured myself)Now being the neutral colour(white)I want so much to change it.Anyway,this coming Sunday(4 Sept) I will be graded.Hopefully I can get a yellow belt…….>.<

During the holidays…hmm yeah my class bbq.I guess that was like the highlight of my holiday.Those chicken wings I had were like coal…more than chicken,that teach me…that I can’t just leave the chicken wing there and walk around(chatting).Yo,we were eating,eating,eating…and yet there were still more food..We were like eating till 12 am…and there were still more food.Yo those that snap photos…please please send them to me.I WANT….

Guess today is the last day of holiday,back to school.Hopefully I’m ready to face school and the homework.All those taking exam…wish you all the best.Study hard but dont over do it until you are burnt out.As for my other friends back in SMI…I miss all of you.Oh yeah,the play was great >.<

Last Monday till Friday I was helping out at Little Scholar Children’s Camp.It really fun….I enjoyed the activities there.=0)

  There where about 60 kids…lol I blend in very well with them..maybe I behave very much like a kid.Even Miss Tung call us(my sis and cousin, Keng Mei) the big kids.Hmm..everyday we learn about a different country…China,Japan,Thailand,Egypt and Itali.I got to make pizza,wantan, japanese pancake….errr..I forgot what were the other food.Hehehe I printed my own shirt…with a DRAGON…damn cun one.I got a key chain,a coloured rock…and a pencil.Everyday we will have quiz at the end of the day…hhehe Aunty Ann told us that we cant help…but..hehehe….I just CAN’T HELP IT.

    I got to play games like simon says,news paper dressing….and flour.Somehow when the kids are crying..they are thrown to me…hence I have to comfort them.Saying things like..’dont cry lah’ ,’you got so many friends to play with’

    Those where the crying ones,others love to fight…. everytime… fighting,bombing or shooting…I do pity these few cause they are those that always get punish "stand near the wall".

    Hehehe…being with the kids makes me feel talk…lol.Well, that was because they age from 4 till 11 years old.There where 3 pair of twins and I was busy playing spot the different between them.

   Ok, guess enough of the kids…now the teachers.Wow Aunty Ann is great cause, with 1 whistle there was silence.Unlike how we did it..’at the count of 3..I want to hear silence…1,2 3….silence(and they shouted that word).Uncle Wyle was really a patient person.Hmm….love the way Miss Tung actually control her class(B)..unlike mine(kids were everywhere).My sis and Jo was together taking care of class A.I was taking care of class C, hmm….Chee Yang(aunty Ann keeps calling him….’leng chai’…>.<) and Iwran were helping me. =.= Iwran left in the middle of the shirt printing to help out with brats camp hence I was like cornered by the kids ..’teacher I want red, I want blue, I want yellow, I want orange’.Hmm….I was rather shock to know that Allan is same age with me…hehehe I’m so terrible.Err….yeah there was Tim whom I thought was Miss Tung’s bro.

    Well…looks like that was how I spend my holiday…so my dear friends reading this…do tell me how you spend your hoildays ok…  >.<

for photos..check it out at

http://luc_my.blogs.friendster.com/photos/childrens_camp/

I can’t make up my mind….should I take up art…or science.Talking about interest…sigh…I like neither.I need to make up my mind by tomorrow..but …I’m now still blur.I……..donno…..

    guess no one can help me but…me myself..cause I have to make up my mind…….sigh….art or science???

I was in Genting on 11th and 12th May.Love it enjoy it….Now those who took the photo…please be kind to send it ti me ok.

   It was like a last trip before school starts.So we went there with one aim…to scream our head off.Yeah….every game we played…we were screaming…..till most of us lost our voice.It was very cold at night because I kept the windows open…and I was staying at the 15th floor.It was Fffrrrrrreeeeezzzziiiiinnnnnggg up there.

     I even tried the rock climbing..yeah…I nearly reach the top.Lol….well it was my 1st try..hence I was rather proud it made it that far/high.The food there was rather expensive…..at the end of the day…I’m broke.